Frustrated

I dislike feeling as if I have grown while others around me stay infantile. I'm angry today. I feel pressured to get a job and perform. I felt clear headed after my trip home to Washington, reoriented, and now I feel pressed upon. I feel hypocritical, demanding, short tempered, hurt, un-valued.
I want this feeling to go away...won't you stop pissing me off?

A Little Confused

It has been quite awhile since I have let my thoughts hit the void. The world is still solid and I am still on my feet, but I find myself weary with finding a full-time job. School has ended and no longer can I use the excuse of, "but I have homework." Time to act like an adult...whatever that means, I'm not very impressed with the models out there.
Heard about an insane monkey that had to be slowed down by forks, I'm glad I did not witness this. Don't you think this would make the situation worse?