Wall

I'm hitting a wall and don't know how to get around it, do you climb? Dig? Or simply step to the side?
I can't describe the feeling that has me occupied and when I try to pinpoint it, I disturb those I love, I make them feel defensive when I am just trying to find the center of my anxiety.
I know I am tired of the uncertain, but that is life right? You make one decision and another arises.
I feel inept and lonely. Very lonely, though people are around me.
Faith step in, I'm hollow here.