28 Days Later

It's been over a month of indecision and loneliness. We have spent one day a week together and a couple this past. Then...nothing. You disappear without a word, without a text or call reply. I worry you aren't ok, but know that you do this often. I feel like I'm being subjected to "cry wolf." One day you will disappear and something will be wrong, but I won't know until later.
I just saw a tweet you sent, you are out, you are fine. I am here. Do you realize how much it hurts when you disappear?