Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Two Thousand Ten or Twenty Ten

It's a new year and I feel I have not grown much in the past. I have fulfilled my old resolution of getting a stable, full-time job, but the others still linger.
I wish I could walk into a portal like WOW, end up in another place for awhile and come back. I am bored. I ponder disappearing from everyone for a month, just me and my thoughts, work. But when I think of telling people to leave me alone for awhile, I get lonely and it sounds like a really bad idea.
I feel like crying lately, I get frustrated at simple things because I would rather be angry than sad. I feel change and I am fighting against it...

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