Points

Reasons I love you:
I still get butterflies when I see you
The way you take care of me; financially, emotionally
Your voice
The way you read to me
The way you cuddle, our physical closeness
How you make me feel better when I'm upset
How we communicate, I can tell you anything
How you help me clean the house and do everyday things
Your openness on religion and child rearing when it comes to us
The notes you leave me
When you surprise me
The way you kiss me to stop me from snoring or randomly kiss or hug me
How you will run to the store at 11 p.m. or 7 a.m. or anytime for anything
You know what alcohol I like, not to push the eating of "unclean" foods and you know how I like my Starbucks
How you look at me and I know I am loved
How you fight for us when I don't know what to do
You know me

Reasons my gut doesn't follow my heart:
Tension with family
Smoking
Always having to be in the right, whether you acknowledge it or not