More Unknown

I can't keep seeing names unknown. I can't keep pushing feelings inside to protect you, help us, if that is what I'm doing. I remember chance meetings, awkward conversations, arguments. I need you to start over, something you don't want to do. But I can't live otherwise. I think there were others that you don't want to tell me about, I always felt it, maybe they weren't physical, but emotional, I thought if I ignored it, because I already knew so much that maybe I could move past it, maybe one day the feelings I had would go away. But I see a name, I see a town associated with it, and I fall apart. I want to cut myself and I can't live like this anymore.
I only see two options, we cut ties or you cut ties with others.