F U All

I'm sad and pissed and so many emotions, all stemming from one phone call that is erupting into me disliking several things.

I cannot believe the childish games played due to the fact I have the ability to say, "no." I am frustrated by the back and forth taunts of "we should," then being blown-off, when I am not instigating in the first place. And I am pissed off by the secrets still being kept when the old ones have destroyed so much trust already.

If I were a cockroach I would find some beer and drown in it. Are all people created equal? Please tell me this isn't true.

I can't believe I still can't find a job. I'm going to have to resort to selling my eggs, which won't work, because I want to use them and well, I don't want to share. Sigh. I'm not in a good space. I want to get in the car and drive, but I know that is a bad idea, because I'm not sure I would come back with how I'm feeling right now.