Stop, No Go

Struggling as of late, trying not to and failing. Will it ever end? Relating to people with tattoos and piercings more and more. Would like to cover myself, look tougher on the outside and perhaps by looking in the mirror I can convince myself that I am that strong on the inside. Been fighting the urge to get something done.

Applying for jobs, but not as often as one unemployed should be. I find myself slipping back into depression, sleeping longer than I should. I have to fight this, I need to be worth fighting for...

Went to karaoke last night, will be rollerskating tonight. I have to push myself to do these things as the thought of them makes me want to curl up, watch a movie and go to sleep, but once I am out I am OK, I don't mind being social. It's just the thought that creates a hiccup.

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Build a wall of books

Between us in our bed

Repeat, repeat the words

That I know we both have said


Relax into the need

We get so comfortable

Remember when I was

So strange and likable


I just want back in your head

I just want back in your head

I'm not unfaithful but I'll stray


When I get a little scared

When I get a little scared

When I get a little


When I jerk away

From holding hands with you

I know these habits hurt

Important parts of you


Remember when I was

Sweet and unexplainable

Nothing like this person

Unlovable


I just want back in your head

I just want back in your head

I'm not unfaithful but I'll stray


When I get a little scared

When I get a little scared

When I get a little scared

When I get a little


Run run run run

Run run run run


I just want back in your head

I just want back in your head

I'm not unfaithful but I'll stray


I'm not unfaithful but I'll stray

I'm not unfaithful but I'll stray

I'm not unfaithful but I'll stray