Sunday, July 15, 2012

There Has to Be Something

Everything was lining up with my nice little bow, with my nice little package, on a little street corner, in a little neighborhood with a white picket fence in a nice little world that apparently doesn't exist.
I'm so frustrated right now that I'm inbetween wanting to hit something, eat food that isn't good for me and cry. The last couple of days I felt like things were coming together. Relationships felt better, I found someone to do my tattoo and found more clarity with what I wanted, I got a great credit card offer from my bank and I found a house to rent.
But when I went to look at the custom built house, the nine windmill style skylights throughout, separate art studio, garden shed, granite counter top in the kitchen, large master suite, tile floor, etc. could not overcome the small lot nor the neighborhood. And the disappointment came crashing in because I was sure when I left my temporary residence today that I was going to be signing a rental application and perhaps be handing someone a deposit.

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